Lesson 5: Kink Negotiations Part 1
Additional Tags: Kink negotiations
Summary: Keima confesses to Kiyoshi something about their new dynamic he has been wanting to say for a while. Kiyoshi isn't amused.
"This is such a turn off." Keima's boyfriend reacted just like he thought. The brunet had a stupid grin plastered on his face.
"Um, listen to me." Keima racked his brain. "I was thinking cuz, um, it could give you more control."
Kiyoshi poked his wrinkled cheek. "It looks like you want it to for yourself." Right. . . right. Keima scooter deeper into their bed. His boyfriend followed.
"I was thinking about you, how I wasn't sure I wasn't helping." Kiyoshi narrowed his eyes, confused. "I was wondering if it would help you being in control, instead of being on the receiving end." Crap, he really couldn't twist his real intentions. "You care a lot about consent, and I do respect your need. . ." Was there REALLY no way to make this sound better?! "But I don't! I. . . I really don't care about what you do to me."
The blonde was silent. "I understand. But I have never been a top. I have never seen myself in that role." His brown eyes were filled with sadness. "I don't know if I will be good."
Keima placed a hand on his pale one. "I'm being selfish. Can you entertain my fantasy?"
Kiyoshi was pensive. "I'm not really against it. I don't know if I will be good."
"It's okay! Whatever you do, I'll like it."
Kiyoshi made another dubious face. "Can we call it dub-con or no-con?" Keima nodded. His boyfriend leaned in and lowered him to the bed. Nothing happened. "Do you really don't care what I do?"
Keima wrapped an arm behind his lover. "Everything you do feels good."